April 2010
1 post
Calling All Cars
Calling all cars, we’ve got another victim. Cause my love has become an affliction. What did you expect from me? What did you expect from me? Im sorry but I think I failed to mention, that I lied at my very first Confession. What did you expect from me? What did you expect from me? Cause this has been building, since I have been breathing. And I know how it’s going to end. So will you...
March 2010
10 posts
Blackout
I just drove under the Lincoln sign. To where New Jersey meets the New York line. Through the tunnel, for the last time. With everything crumbling behind. I stood still until I felt the shakes, of two bodies that were parting ways. I hate to be the one to say, I know it hurts but its time to break. In, two pieces. The fault line’s not secure. A boat, or bridge, is needed to get back to her....
Family Tradition
I tried to be the one that everybody loved. Where has that gotten me? I tear myself to shreds to prove that I’m someone. That I could never be. Now these unsightly marks define me. So help me, please someone come quick. I think I am losing it. Forgive me, I inherited this. From a stranger I’ll never miss. I’m sick. My father told me first-hand how to be set free. “Give up...
I was the chapstick in your purse, to keep you smooth. I was the finger in your throat, to keep you cute. My liver hates you for walking, out on us. My dreams are drowning in a pool of, our long lost love. I stole your perfume, to spray in my room. You will always be here. So much, for the past year. I pour it down the drain with all the alcohol and pain I got from your eyes, oh your eyes....
So I’m done with all this pain that I’ve kept. Like a boxer who’s been knocked down. And lost his step. The doctor said, “Im sorry son. You cant win, you cant win this one.” I’ve been fighting life on my knees. (Over and over) I’ve been standing on top of the ropes so I can see. So I’m sorry I’ve been such a mess. And I promise I will do my...
I remember the day when, when I came to. And started thinking, that there’s more. Than just perfect prom queens. And silver spoons. And all I ever wanted, was someone to knock me back to the bliss of ignorance. Cause I feel like running headfirst into traffic. And so I’m here to say, that thoughts in bed with pain. I wont forget the day that, that I found God. In a kitchen knife now,...
Im still held tight with my regrets…..There are some things I can never forgive myself for…….. Why did i have to lose…….
Really good song
I take a shot of Jameson or Jack to start the morning off with old friends. I celebrate like its anniversary, of the day we first met. I’ve been praticing our eulogy. Separated all our things. I took my name off of the lease, I’m leaving. Cause dear, four years hurts less than five. (And its never a good time) I am sorry for all my crimes, and the wandering gaze of my unfaithful eyes....
